The Search for God

Nebs, So I was telling you about this dude with his blog, talking about a true spiritual awakening/ kundalini nonsense, it might not be nonsense but if what he says is true then I will never know if it really is nonsense because I have decided that it is nonsense to me. I'm no longer reading his crap because I find that he is repeating himself nonsensically. You of all people would understand that written words speaks from the heart more sincerely than spoken words. We take our time to grammar nazi ourselves when writing something down, not so much when we're trying to be bitchy verbally. Well, I find him quite bitchy in his blog posts and it would say a lot about someone based on their BLOG posts because he has all the time in the world to edit his bitchyness but he didn't which brings us to the conclusion that he really think so highly of himself. We have no time for people like such.

Besides, it's fucking crazy. I mean having some spiritual awakening without having control over your own body!? That's just like a another mushroom high! Maybe even worse because it's self induced. Why would I want to do that? I have not forgotten that the reason why I chose this path is because I have temporarily denounce the junkie path. And the reason why I temporarily denounced the junkie path is because I have no control over myself if I go that way. I believe there is a way I can get there without losing control over myself and I will keep searching and I will find the true path and you will be there with me 100%

I won't go anywhere without you nebs because we're in this together