Possible Outcomes

Having arrived nowhere from all my "meditating", I've managed to slot in some possible outcomes or fictional plots to conclude at if I had been successful with my meditations. The whole point is to find out who or what am I, at least that's what I think Krishna is trying to tell us. So here goes:

The NPC scenario
This scenario is very much in parallel with the idea of a holographic multiverse or the simulated digital reality. This scenario offers us not much of a choice in the sense that everything is predetermined. We may think we have a choice and to a certain extent, we do but every possible outcome is already written. Not much different than being an NPC if we remain in the matrix and the only way to break free is to escape the matrix. Sophie's World and The Matrix Trilogy is something similar to this line of theorizing.

The Doraemon Finale scenario
This scenario is also very much like the movie Avatar. I honestly don't see much difference between the two in terms of if you only look at the protagonist and his circumstances within and outwith the so called "simulation". The simulation here being this reality we're stuck in.
I came about this scenario when I tried to imagine what I'd be like if I believe all these nutcrackers talking about how we are a being of light and etc. Being a being of light means being non-physical. In other words, we can do all these thinking and imagining and etc but we can't really DO these things that we think up. What difference is it from being a vegetable like Nobita who can still think up and imagine all these adventures without being able to physically perform them?

So far these are the only scenarios I can think up of. I suspect the outcome would be slightly different once I manage to oobe but it seems the chances of me being able to oobe is quite slim. If this is the case, I will have no choice but to concede with the half assed Buddhistic notion of reincarnation where we'll either be living the same life over and over again or with some slight to major variations here and there, whereby sooner or later, I should be able to rest in peace at having finally achieved oobe in some future life. These are just very brief descriptions of possible outcomes. They're like the major plots that I might someday be compelled to elaborate on after a heavy juicing session.