The Rainbow Within

So I was reading up Kriya Yoga and I suddenly had the urge to go lie down. To meditate or even if I do fall asleep, I'll try and have an oobe. I didn't fell asleep so no oobe.

Anyhow, I wasn't sure what I was trying to do but I lied down and meditated and tried to induce oobe at the same time. I know, sounds like I'm all over the place but I just thought why not, right? So I'm clearing my mind and I tried to conjure up the vibration from the back of my throat. See, I told you it's not gone but I just don't feel it so much anymore. It's still there so I can just conjure it up when I focus enough. And I could make it stronger by the will of my focused mind. If I'm more focused, it obeys my commands better. I have to imagine it of course and in my mind's eye, this vibration is multicolored. Like a rainbow. Very nice. I managed to bring it up to the top of my head and down to my base chakra? I don't really know much about these chakra things but I just did according to what I know which is very little.

The point is that I could feel the energy of the vibration and I can bring it here and there if I focused enough. I can't really focus that much at the moment and by focusing I meant the power of my imagination of course. I can't imagine that well to bring it to my hand for instance and it was quite hard to bring it down the chest but I sort of did lamely. So I think I need to work more on this focused imagination to see where this rainbow vibration can take me. Very interesting stuff. I didn't really imagine it per se because I could really feel the vibration. Its just that when you try and perform telekinesis for example, you'd find it very hard to move things with your mind right? So its the same with this vibration. Trying to bring in wherever I want with my mind alone is not easy that's why I need to practice more with focusing the mind. Now my whole head is slightly buzzing with the fuzzy feeling. Kinda like how you feel when you take your first drag of cigarette after a long time and you feel that high. Much like weed buzz but a lot milder but it stays longer than that fleeting cigarette buzz. Very interesting.

Also I've come to see that heavy chest feeling as a more lighter chest instead. Because at the end of the day it's how you perceive things. I'd rather see it as my airways opening up a lot more than a burden on my chest. So it feels weird for me now because I can breathe so much more but I'm sure in due course like the throat vibration, I would get used to it.