I've been having a lot of dreams which I can't be bothered much to remember because my aim is mainly to catch myself in my dreams and become aware so that I can proceed to the next phase. After many failed attempts, I finally managed to wake up in a dream last night or this morning and I was thinking to myself "Yahoo!! I did it!".
So I decided to go and visit Lam, because that was one of the things I intended to do when I achieve oobe. And so I was in Lam's room and everything was still weird but I gullibly believed in this dream inception that I was in his room. Only when I awoke from this dream within a dream that I realized the whole scenario in his room was just another dream! So I didn't bother to recall any details about the stupid dream.
Why?! I asked my asshole subconscious. Why not? Is the asshole answer I got. Well my subconscious may have won the battle this time but I'm one step closer to winning the war because I am now aware that my subconscious is an asshole and can take precautionary measures against being duped again in the future.
It gets a lot harder for me now that I can't even trust myself but I suppose it makes my work easier now because I know I can't trust myself.
